Insecurities

sometimes it really scares me that how insecure i can be,

towards me my self, the people that i love and the people i dislike.

maybe its time to let go the past and look to the future.

Depressing post..

okay, basically i am posting something depressing again, the main reason why i blogged is because i wanna let go of the stupid emo-ness in me. See the banner? black and white reflects my emo thoughts. I seriously dont know why i feel so weird these few days, totally feel like breaking down for no reasons. It must be the time of the month..grr.. Seriously i miss home a lot lately, feeling badly in need to find my loved ones..
I seriously need to beat out this feeling of me.. i cant concentrate in studying..!!!

Am i that insignificant to you?

Dead or Alive?

sorry for the disappearance act.. basically i am updating my blog because i am very bored at this moment all thanks to the long weekend ( 5 days!! , gosh) I can totally feel the slow pace of everything after all my packed schedules for the past weeks. Can u know how bored am i now? i’ve been refreshing all my daily read fashionistas’ blogs for every 2 hrs.. i should get to my books right now, but i cant really focus, hah, i think i only can manage to force myself studying when its one month before exams.

one more weeeeeeek before hols end……. =(
i dunwan to go back..

talented people that i do admire

check him out
www.ajrafael.blogspot.com

wans a skinny T camera

wans a skinny T cameraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

sad

theres no place for me to scream my heart out.
i hate when people makes me feel more inferior…
wanna beat this feeling out of me..

sad

theres no place for me to scream my heart out.
i hate when people makes me feel more inferior…
wanna beat this feeling out of me..

PMS

i am seriously feeling inferior right now.. its killing me..sigh..maybe its due to PMS…i hate PMS =(

i’ve been having weird thoughts of myself..why am i so talentless? i cant even find a good thing in myself..

sudden thoughts make me feel more useless.urgh.. maybe i should go bang my head on the wall. pls dont

tell me i am good in being lame..i totally hate it…darn PMS