i am seriously feeling inferior right now.. its killing me..sigh..maybe its due to PMS…i hate PMS =(
i’ve been having weird thoughts of myself..why am i so talentless? i cant even find a good thing in myself..
sudden thoughts make me feel more useless.urgh.. maybe i should go bang my head on the wall. pls dont
tell me i am good in being lame..i totally hate it…darn PMS
i feel so suffocated..
i feel so tired..
i feel so so so exhausted..
and i just feel like running away from here..
sigh..its freaking hot now… i couldnt concentrate on what am i studying now.. i need to chill out after i finished every notes.. okay..gonna write bout what happened for the past week as a remembrance of what happened.. (not like anyone’s interested also) It was a holiday as well as a study break for the upcoming exam..(cross my heart that i did try to study but failed most of the time.. mind was kinda distracted by stuffs…) I was sick during the beginning of hols.. it all happened when me and my housemate ate our lunch at the cafe around my neighbourhood which inclusive of nasi lemak ( having nasi lemak phobia right now) Then i felt indigestion in my tummy for the whole afternoon and couldnt stop having emetic action.. seriously i hate the feeling of throwing up.. then i spent the whole afternoon lying on the bed feeling so discomfort until the late night when i started to vomit excessively.. (kinda exaggerating) i mean few times lar haha.. was so sick until i think u put the whole lasagna ( that was what i crave few days ago before i was sick)still i will not gonna touch it… what i could consume was just plain bread and jam.. how badly i wish i was home for that moment =( after countless hours of rest, i was well again except for some swirling wind and abnormal bowel sounds in my tummy and a wee bit of diarrhea.. well thank god i am healthy this minute.. =) just that i think i gained some phobias on nasi lemak..
Coolfire is now addicted with:
music: Chris Daughtry’s what about now and gossip girl soundtrack (==”)
drama series: Gossip girl gossip girl gossip girl…=D
| Now I know why Solomon had 700 wives… Because he never met you. |
| For you I would slay two Goliaths |
| You float my ark. |
| I didnt believe in predestination until tonight. |
| The word says ‘Give drink to those who are thirsty, and feed the hungry’; how about dinner? |
| I know its absurd, but every time I walk towards you, it feels like im being lead to bethlehem. |
| My spiritual gift is my good looks… it lifts peoples spirits |
| You are so unblemished that I would sacrifice you. |
| You are perfect, except with all the sin. |
| I went on a beach mission but all I ended up doing was mission you. |
| Is this the transfiguration.. because you are glowing |
| I used to believe in natural theology, but since I met you I’ve converted to divine revelation |
| Bathsheba had nothing on you |
| Mark Driscoll takes up 35% of my ipod memory. |
| Bible-Gateway happens to be my homepage. |
| Your hair is like a flock of goats descending from Gilead |
| How many times do I have to walk around you to make you fall for me? |
| How would you like to join my Purpose Driven Life? |
| If you say no, I will rip out my hair and my beard |
| Unfortunately I cant perform miracles and I’ve only got enough bread and fish for 2 people. |
| It’s obvious to me that you sprouted from the good kinda soil. |
| I believe one of my ribs belongs to you. |
| I just don’t feel called to celibacy. |
| I’m a proverbs 32 kind of guy and you’re a proverbs 31 kinda woman… |
| If we were around with Noah… then you, me… pair. |
| Let me sell you an indulgence because it’s a sin to look as good as you do. |
| I’m pretty much considered an elder in the congregation these days |
| Me. You. Song of Songs: the remix. |
| When I read philippians 4:8, I think about you. |
| I would leave 99 sheep to come and find you… and then I would carry you home joyfully on my shoulder |
| Look, you’re nearly 22. Most christians are 3 years into marriage by now… just settle for me. |
| You make me want to be a better Christian. |
| You make the Queen of Sheba look like a hobo. |
| Do you need prayer? because I am certainly willing to lay hands on you. |
I hate myself for being so indecisive..
grr..
Basically i watched Mamma Mia last saturday.. its not a bad movie but the storyline is so predictable that i was able to catch back what i missed after i went out during the movie. (and most of the guys fall asleep)
Meryl Steep was looking great in the movie ( must be all the botox,eh) was quite used to see her in short hair.. or bunned hair.. i think she looked younger in the recent movies… aging certainly does not disqualify her to play her character well.
the only song that stirred me up in that movie was The Winner Takes it all.
dont wanna talk
About the things weve gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And thats what youve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play
The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
Thats her destiny
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
I dont wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
Youve come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all……
what a great start for today! i slept at 10 something last night and woke up at 7am..without the usage of alarm clock…a hurray for the start of the healthy life style..
wondering what will happen today… hope nothing goes wrong… as i wanna watch Mamma mia !!!!!!!!!!!!!1
