wans a skinny T camera

Posted in Uncategorized on December 29, 2008 by coolfir3

wans a skinny T cameraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

sad

Posted in Uncategorized on December 5, 2008 by coolfir3

theres no place for me to scream my heart out.
i hate when people makes me feel more inferior…
wanna beat this feeling out of me..

sad

Posted in Uncategorized on December 5, 2008 by coolfir3

theres no place for me to scream my heart out.
i hate when people makes me feel more inferior…
wanna beat this feeling out of me..

PMS

Posted in Uncategorized on November 19, 2008 by coolfir3

i am seriously feeling inferior right now.. its killing me..sigh..maybe its due to PMS…i hate PMS =(

i’ve been having weird thoughts of myself..why am i so talentless? i cant even find a good thing in myself..

sudden thoughts make me feel more useless.urgh.. maybe i should go bang my head on the wall. pls dont

tell me i am good in being lame..i totally hate it…darn PMS

It matters

Posted in Uncategorized on November 13, 2008 by coolfir3

i feel so suffocated..

i feel so tired..

i feel so so so exhausted..

and i just feel like running away from here..

Updates of my current life

Posted in Uncategorized on November 1, 2008 by coolfir3

sigh..its freaking hot now… i couldnt concentrate on what am i studying now.. i need to chill out after i finished every notes.. okay..gonna write bout what happened for the past week as a remembrance of what happened.. (not like anyone’s interested also) It was a holiday as well as a study break for the upcoming exam..(cross my heart that i did try to study but failed most of the time.. mind was kinda distracted by stuffs…) I was sick during the beginning of hols.. it all happened when me and my housemate ate our lunch at the cafe around my neighbourhood which inclusive of nasi lemak ( having nasi lemak phobia right now) Then i felt indigestion in my tummy for the whole afternoon and couldnt stop having emetic action.. seriously i hate the feeling of throwing up.. then i spent the whole afternoon lying on the bed feeling so discomfort until the late night when i started to vomit excessively.. (kinda exaggerating) i mean few times lar haha.. was so sick until i think u put the whole lasagna ( that was what i crave few days ago before i was sick)still i will not gonna touch it… what i could consume was just plain bread and jam.. how badly i wish i was home for that moment =( after countless hours of rest, i was well again except for some swirling wind and abnormal bowel sounds in my tummy and a wee bit of diarrhea.. well thank god i am healthy this minute.. =) just that i think i gained some phobias on nasi lemak..

Addiction

Posted in Uncategorized on October 15, 2008 by coolfir3

Coolfire is now addicted with:

music: Chris Daughtry’s what about now and gossip girl soundtrack (==”)

drama series: Gossip girl gossip girl gossip girl…=D